Adventures of the Pink icecreamgirl*

How easy it is to sound happy! =)
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YAY! :D

You know, sometimes your careless words cut deeper than you might think.
Even if I look like I don’t care, or it doesn’t bother me, sarcasm can get taken too far ok?
On the other side of things, I love my Fuzzy lots and lots and lots.
Thanks for the song, for making me smile, for making me […]

Today it dawned upon me that I could have possibly been slipping back into mild depression without even realising it.
Yes, I knew I wasn’t okay, but it didn’t occur to me that it might have been more than just that.
I also realised that it is possible for me to slip into being depressed without […]

I am not your miserable sounding friend larrrrrr.
I am your very happy sounding friend! HAHAHA.
Ok fine, maybe not in the past week or so.. But still.
Sigh sigh, no I don’t know what’s wrong with me. But for someone who just has to put everything into words, I hate not knowing.
Maybe I […]

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Am in a general state of misery. Have been since last night, actually. I burnt my tongue last night drinking soup from a steamboat. Pity I wasn’t too hungry; the soup was so sweet.
Sigh…
Stayed home today because I couldn’t get out of bed.. Literally. I was so dizzy, everything was swirling around.
Sadly, I […]

Hate dreaming.
Hate nightmares even more. Ugh.. They start my day off all wrong.. =/
Anyway, the menus are almost all done up! Have printed them, going to slot them into the folder soon. Please begin appreciating these things when you’re out next time - paper doesn’t get slotted into folders by themselves! Haha.
I’ve also printed out […]

Good news, bad news.
Thank you, Joe, for reminding me of God’s love, that He’s always there.. that Jesus is there holding my hands, that all of you are there for me.. to support and to care.
To encourage is to use words.
To support is to use actions.
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We need BOTH.

My thoughts, emotions and time are split between multiple areas of my life, more than ever before.. & honestly I don’t know how much more I can take.
How did bonds become so fragile? How did values become so fragile? How did family become so fragile? How did life become so fragile?
Through forgotten convictions
Misplaced affections
I’m losing […]

Having someone play the guitar and sing for me.
It doesn’t matter if the song’s for me, or if it’s praise & worship songs.. But it’s the act of picking up a guitar and playing it, singing at the same time.
P&W songs are best with a simple acoustic guitar, methinks.
At the very least, it […]

So I’ve not been updating for a number of reasons. Another season of everything happening at the same time. It’s always the case huh?
Zhan says it’s not a surprise that I’m emotionally tired considering everything that’s been happening. In all honesty, I’m surprised that I’ve been holding out til now.
But really, it isn’t me.. it’s […]

Work now, Pam’s tribe’s Christmas party later on, caroling with Ps Debra’s tribe, possible Christmas Mass, rotting around til Clara comes to meet me, stayover at Clara’s & then more bumming around.
Sounds packed, feels a lil yechhh. But that’s just me.

Anyway, I brought Pip out with me today cos I wanted him around. He is […]

Ok I am just about ready to have a heart attack.
My iBook just crashed; it can’t be turned on at all.
Please please don’t let it be my harddisk that crashed because there is SO MUCH in there, and I haven’t backed it up.
Nothing time-critical or urgent, but everything emotionally important to me - photos, MSN […]